The first three papers was ok.
Maths was fairly done. Hehe. I remembered how to do Boolena Algebra sia! An achievement!
Java was also fairly done. I remembered the theories and how to do the codes!
DCNK was a bitch. Haha. Someone told me it was going to be damn hard. But, nothing is as what it seems.

So i have FNDB left. Fundementals of Database Systems.
Haha. Fundementals my a**..

I hope you like the HAND MADE present that i MADE!

Why am i getting crappier each day? Suggestion?

People do keep secrets.
And mine's one big dirty one.
And sarah.. it's not what you think it is.
And pumpkin.. it's nothing! =)

I need to lay low for awhile.
Hmmm.. maybe i should catch a movie all by myself.
A date with loneliness. and maybe mr popcorn and mrs nachos.
Wait.
Sarah & Zahid!
Movie appointment this damn saturday.
Make sure it happens.

Too much of a good thing is a bad thing.
So i presume to much of a bad thing is a good thing right?
So smoking more than 5 sticks a day is a bad thing.
But 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 = 5.
There are five one's. So that's a lot of bad things.
So issit a good thing?
5? 1?
Stupid saying.

Year 2 is approaching soon. After 7 weeks of nothing-ness. oh what will i do?
Revise my modules maybe?
And also invent a new kind of microwave oven can create the ingredients for food out of thin air and cook it?
see how unreal those two lines are..

It's funny.. You can learn alot from noticing people around you. And also studying people u already know.
You may find out that someone so protective can be so vulnerable is the right buttons are pushed.
Someone you thought was cool-headed and down-to-earth-human can be a menacing monster if he or she doesn't get his or hers daily cup of coffee.
Or the best one. Rekindled flame.
and Breaking up moments.
Yes yes. In a twisted way.. It's my cup of tea.

Zahid is having PMS now.
And Sarah is trying to use the guilty attack on him.
here i come to save the DAY!

-Whoosh-

Labels: One more and the Nightmare is OVER.

Yes.. it's that time again.
And we've gone through it for 12 times.
Which means this is 1.

yeayyy.

Yeapss... Till forever.

1 year.
5 rings.
Haha. What else are we in for?
I love you belo! =)
Happy one year Anniversary.

I won't update more cause it'll be about criticizing Singapore's Education System. So better not.

DCNK! CHIIIIIONG ARR!

=)


I'll be arriving with style to the speakeasy February later.
In a Toyota Soluna. Style abisss kan? =)

Exams are still here. And now its all theory papers.
I just lack the confidence to do papers causeee of what happen during the first term.
I wanna go to year 2. Wait. Proceeding to year 2 is easy. But proceeding with no burden on my shoulder is another issue. Will history repeat itself?

There are things to look forward to.
Things that i've been waiting for coming.
And now, the mood is gone.

*I don't even know if time is an issue. So what if its 1.*

Will be performing So Fine From DSC's First EP.
One last time with Valentia phlow.
God please make this memorable one.
If only i was born with a brain that tells me i wanna hit on girls expression wise. Not Physical wise. Farzana, you know what i mean.

To you,
Sorry that you feel alone for the past few days.
Sorry that i got caught up with my revision that i didn't accompany you that much.
I'll do better. =)
and for what it's worth, am i being patient enough for the coming 26?

whatever.

Tchau.
Au revoir.


YES.
finally, i could spare a few seconds to update this blog.
Exams are here. Finally. And now, i wish it was A million lightyears away.
Not that confident that i can actually do well this time.
And my studying methods. Sheesh. I love looking at people studying. Maybe because of that, an impulse resides?

Should i stop??
Or should i continue??

You tell me ok?

An elite code devises the damned genius.

-Whoosh-


Car rides after car rides with big bro in front of the steering wheel.
It was fun. Haha. Especially the part when he uses vulgarity whenever there's a car which potong jalan or whenever he forgot to make a turn..
F u n n y.

My exams are in a few days time. And all i've done is preparing the materials and not studying it. Baik ahhh!

I got to talk to miss kulukulu today. yes. Very creative young girl.
*hearts hearts* =)
Stop being jealous ok!
haha. Only i can get overly jealous over you. But you have to be the trusting girlfriend ok sweetie pie?
It's all fair babyyyyy!

I am not fixated. I keep telling myself that. Why should i let myself get stuck in that point of time? It brings no happiness. It brings no sunshine. It brings no worthwhile rewards that people look for in their life. So can anybody give a reason why unwanted thoughts are being thought about more than things that are more essential to your daily life?

I repeat, this is very FRUSTRATING.

A few pics from the pit:

With my darling Sarah.

Cute poses! Me and Akeeem!

Ok. Rest of the photos are horrible!

-Whoosh-

An update in the morning full of confusion.
A dream last night that no one should ever know of.
Should i move on or take a U-turn?

It felt so real. Everything. All the feelings. The butterflies in the stomach.
Plus new things that you can only achieve in dreams. Still, it was worthwhile relieving it again.
Now i look forward to every sleep, every dream, every single detail.. Looking out for a replica of the dream that i thought was the dream of all dreams. And i know i sound silly talking about dreams like this..

This is frustrating.

Cheerio~


BBQ pit was fulfilling! although the night wasn't really that interesting... i got to know a few stuffs and rekindled a few dying flames.
For example:
-Najib is a really interesting person to study! =p
-I finally had the chance to meet nadia and talked!
-Dogs are cowards. Act as if you wanna beat them up and they'll run.(if this doesn't work and you got bitten and diagnosed with rabbis, sue Najib)
-Not a virgin towards Fishing! Its fun! especially the throwing of the line into the sea. 13 feet rods SUCK sia.
-Rode the two-bicycle-bike with sarah and found out that she can't really ride the bike! MY GOD!

Thank you to those who came and made the event and eventful event.

Tsun got his driving license already! Passed by 12 points dammit! haha. And it was his first time. Congratulations!

*Even if everyone goes away, i'll be here till the end. Promise*

-Whoosh-


Going to east coast for 'Chinese New Year Celebration'.
Byebye bloggie!

*she didn't msg or call in the morning. =(*
-KedebaBOOOM!


Today ends all that is bad but starts all that is worse. Hah. School's finally over. But exams aren't. damnnn laaa.. Why must Temasek be so far behind!

there's no more CMSK1, CMSK3, Psychology, French and FNDB!
Tiring as all these modules can be, it was rather fulfilling, from the teacher who hit a lamp post and got MC for a day to the CMSK3 teacher, Gwendaline, be it rain or shine, she's the one to pull you throughout. For CDS, French was the really quite enriching and friends were made nonetheless. Psychology can be a real bore sometimes but Mr Khim Ho made it rather interesting with his psychologically lame jokes.
A girl says, 'The subject is quite dry'
Khim Ho says,'How wet do you wanna ge then?'
And he gave his infamous grin! haha!
FNDB is AWESOME. We got the only lecturer in school who actually cares about our academic progression. please teach us again next term!

yes yes. Will miss all this stuffs. But good riddance to the project!

Here's a random situation.
Look in the mirror before you say things about people. Cause your ignorance is blinding you from the fact that you are Obnoxious. Yes. OBNOXIOUS. Life isn't all fairytales dammit. And do not compare your life with 'One tree hill' or 'The OC' cause it will never be like that. And if it happens, IN A FAR FAR AWAY GALAXY, then i think you'll be the bitch in the story. Don't you agree?

Enough of that. On a lighter note,
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hehehe!
That girl actually had time to entertain my nonsensical noises. Hehe. The first and last for me. =)

CMSK 3 presentation was well pulled off! People actually applauded!
'If you wanna go for endless shopping, Go to Sydney. But if you prefer to know the History of Koalas, Go Brisbane. Thank you.'
wahhh! that was my take away point for the viewers and Miss gwen said it was good! haha. See.. Spontaneous situations adds the little spice in things.

hahhhh.. Happy2.. ok. Here's a few things i wanna do:
Study.
Watch GhostRider
Study.
Make someone realize that life isn't all candy.
Study.
Make something for miss pumpkin. =)
Study.
Study
Perform one last time with VP on Speakeasy February.
Study
Celebrate Something. =)
Get my exams over and done with.
and that marks the end of February 06!

Watch Phantom of the Opera for March! =)

OKOK!
Spongebob lost Gary! haha! 'Great Mother of Neptune. What have i done?'
-Whoosh-


Funny how things always turn out.. Good endings go bad. Surprising twist turns out to be the main meaning of a story. People turning their backs on people for things that are just too materialistic to say. But the good thing about all this is, it makes us human. Don't you think so. Really brings out the meaning of 'All humans make mistakes'. Nonetheless, some forgives and moves on. Some, unfortunately, are too senile and impotent that they keep talking about it, saying stuffs to make them look as if they've been mutilated by the other party whereas they're the sons of bitches who actually are the mutilators. And some just turn back on their word. "Aku tk kisah. Aku nak tinggalkan juga". The next day.."Aku confuse ah". Haha. Fickle-minded is essential to our everday lives.

Todayy. Skipped school cause i woke up late. So, accompanied NurHazimah to work. Ate breakfast while reading James Patterson, 'Violets are blue', courtesy of my darling Alin, went home, rehearsed m CMSK3 presentation and finally slept like a pig.
Hehe. Life's getting mundane and more mundane! When will recording start!

I am selling Rauzan's album at 12 dollars. While Stocks Last. MSN me if you wanna get them.

Cheerio~ =)


heyyyyy therrreeee!

She got posted to Bukit Batok todayyy! woooooo! fun fun bus ride. An ustaz sitting behind us in the bus talking2 about stuffs and we couldn't help eavesdropping. Haha. Unique laa his malay. And the way he speaks arab is like water.. FLUENT! we were holding hands and all but as soon as he said 'Org yg buat tk senonoh', we let go, look at each other.. and move further away. hehe! slengs betol.

Salina just told me that to get into University from Poly, GPA should be 3.4 to 3.6. And i am stuck at 2. What the hell. God i need to go into U badly. I wanna good life for my family. I wanna give my childrens and wife a good life. And i can't even get my butt to study hard and get it into U.

Life is fair. Stop thinking that it's not. Life has nothing to do with bad luck. Stop making yourself feel better by saying it's someone else's day instead of yours. And life is meaningless. Without you. I would tell god to take my life away 1 second before yours is taken if we were to die on the same day. So i won't ever have to feel how my life would feel without u by my side. Not even for a second.
I wanna start mugging. I wanna drown myself with my books, papers and txt files. Java cannot be abandoned and Database are a must in this semester. Can i pull through?

I have 2 presentations to go through! arghhh.. I often have long pauses in front of people while presenting. Why? I can freaking pick up a mic and rap in front of many yet i can't present to a measly number of classmates. wahhhhhh! Artiste from Dome Squad Clique are performing for Speakeasy February this 24th. Be there to show your support!

OKOK. FIRWAN a.k.a Freazy. Happy Birthday man. Good luck for your future endeavours!
and people all over the world. Happy V day... =)

* A rose to every lady in the world. White Lilies to my baby who is the world*

Tchau!
Au revoir! =)


Study week's coming. You know what that mean's. The Exams Are Near! hehe! Year 2 here i come. And hopefully with no stupid excess subjects coming along with me.

I have to thank Sarah Atiqa Binte Md Sah for this fabolous blogskin! weee! thank you bellllo!
Tomorrow seems to be a short day.. 15 mins at school to be exact. 15 minutes if i was to skip French. What the heck Amazing Race in France suppose to be anyway? sheesh! i got so many bigger things to worry about! cannnnot thing about having fun already!

Valentines day's coming and i still dunno what to do. Suggestions please! hehhee! I got a few things in the head but i don't know if it's 'Romantic' EnOUgH!

24th March. Scape. Skating park. Performances by local talents. Be there! wooooohoooo!

ok!
gotta fly!
-Whoosh-!


Happy 12th birthday to Ezzah Binte Md Mustasar. Good luck for your future endeavours.

okok. Today was.. hahah.. mundane.. Woke up round 12. Ate. Then played game all the way. Wanted to finish up on my psychology quiz and found out that the dateline was next sunday. So like all lazy humans would do, i closed the window, took my psp and played till 3.30. Then i watched The mummy returns till 4.30. And went to causeway at 5. The only interesting part of the day, accompanied zima to her break. She ate steak. WITH BLOOOD ON IT! wahhhhhh! Disgusting! Sedap your head ok! then went to seoul garden. Celebrate my sister's bdae with her friends. AYIEEE!!!! "Belasah *Shivers body* Belasah *Shivers body*" whahwahwhawh! stuuupid sia! then then went to CC. haha. Behind CC actually. talked. then went home. Watching some Cameron Diaz movie and talking to herrrrr.. Mundannnneee rite... nolaaa! Quite fulfilling actually!

Have u ever realized that when you were young, watching movies with romantic and touching endings were so cool and you tend to watch it again while anticipating for the moment that you remember the most and that when you watch the damn movie again when you're of the age of 17 or 18 and you finally understood the story, the twist, the drama, the sad-childhood-but-in-the-end-she-became-a-princess kind of situation and the suspense which led to the anticipating moment that you've been waiting for but upon understanding all this things, you don't really know why you anticipated that moment? hehe. Watch stepmom where there's Julia Roberts in it. They were bathing together and i didn't know whyy cause i was 9. I thought they were just too lazy to rub their own backs mind you. wahwah!

Oh yesssss.. I love you Hazimah. =)

okok. That's all for now!

-Whoosh-!


Nas, Firwan, Syugah! Happy bdae you belos!
I wish you all good luck for your future endeavours!

Sarah2! you are not sunburned! you are... hmmmmm... how to say... justtttt abit dark and white at some sections! hehe!

Today was an emotional wave. Attrocious feelings to be direct. Geez. Decide on one thing to feel and feel it will you. It's nice to see some familiar faces again. Whether they feel the same way or not, i feel.. hmmmmm.. a verryyyyy nice feeling being around them.. Da Fam.. yes yes.. nice bunch!

Projects are dued. Exams are near. And i have to.. I repeat.. HAVE TO.. study.
Be it no sleep or no time to do anything at all, study stuDY and STUDY.

On a personal note, i draw the line between jokes and real situations. and i was damn well joking. Don't mind me for being BUNGA or EMO but it is damn well irritating when u bloody hell give an attitude that really really sucks. Heyyyy.. once is enough for me to digest.. Twice and i'll throw it up straight to your face.. I am in the wrong. I am sorry. Ok? I didn't mean what i said. I don't mind what's gonna happen. AND.. I am not that good of whatever for you to think that you can't talk to me straight. So just step up and say it.

Sometimes when you're having fun, time moves like a bitch. So fast. yet when you're in the lecture hall studying JAVA, time slows down.
Another situation. Whenever you don't really neeed it, comes often. But when you need it the most, it's not even there.
I depend too much. You know. Having a second plan to every plan. Cloud to fall back on when the stars detest me. Needing something so badly but the odd are just too much against you.

hehe. don't mind me. This is a blog after all. My blog.

yeayyyyyyyssss! Syugah.. You know what to do..

gotta flyyyy!


Her face was gleaming. Thank god i was walking towards the stage to 'catch' her. And i am glad that i was welcomed with smiles rather than tears. You deserved this. You've been through alot to lose this opportunity. God is fair. Now you can show to those who doubted you, that you really mean what u say when u said you were gonna pass it all.


I am happy.. no no.. elated.. Nur Hazimah Binte Md Vijaya! You passed! Wooooopieee! Baru nak masuk polytechnic peee! hehe. Told you i'll be there for you throughout.!!!! Woots woots!

Anyways, life is more fun-ner. haha. everyones happy lately. French wasn't as much of a bitch as i thought she would be. She was rather a princess to be precise. nice nice comments. Love it.


Feeling inferior can be the most dreadful nightmare that a someone could ever get. THE thought that you are not that PERFECT. You're NOT that NICE. You're NOT that appealing. You're ALL STAR crap. Sheesh. Moments in life that you despair. Moments that you don't want to experience ever. God knows what this is. sheeeshessss!

Whatever are you looking at?

Me me! She's looking at ME!

Sorry baby! Irresistable laa! haha. Muah! Love you love you!

okok!
gotta fly!

-WHOOSH-


Simplicity at it's best.
No pictures. Just words to describe me a thousand times over.
New Book. New Cast. New Chapters. New Twists. Let them be happy ones k?
Few things to be known.
Dome Squad Clique still's the ish.
BrandNewFeeling in addition to the first statement.
But still with my lovely Hazimah. And that's a good thing fool! =)
Temasek polytechnic students are not POSERS! Some are.. But don't generalize us all under it!
and French's being a bitch.

Enough for the first one.

Yenny

Sarah

Ayie

Nadia

Izza

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