*Confessions*
{Tuesday, May 29, 2007 @ 8:18 AM}
Got myself a new handphone number.
Nudge if you want it!
Love!! =)
{Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 11:23 AM}
Here's the upcoming performances:
Woodland's CC
Fantastic 4
With performances from Dome Squad Clique, Will's invasion, F.U.N and many more.
1.30 pm!
27/5/07
Orchard cinneleisure
Singapore Street Festival
With performances from Dome Squad Clique, Da Fam, Rvn and many more.
6.00 pm
27/5/07
It all happening this sunday. Do come down if u have the time and you wish to see the local scene in action.
{Wednesday, May 23, 2007 @ 4:09 PM}
Heroes is a very good series to follow.
Exam dah dekat la babi.
Sheesh.
I have to start mugging! Just when school just started!
and i have 4 projects to complete during the june holidays.
Which motherfucker said polytechnic was easy??
Big shits popping. Little shits stopping.having lunch with her later.
weeee!
ok done!
{Sunday, May 20, 2007 @ 8:47 PM}
Life's picking herself up little by little for me. Grateful as i am, there's just a few things that i wished i didn't tempered with. Sometime's it's hard to avoid situations where you feel that you have to rise above others to prove your worth. But the setbacks after that can come in abundance. Or even worse. Just in one package that can cause damages beyond imagination.
What am i talking about? Who knows..
Weekends came in really slow i guess. Was frantically looking for plans to do with ayie and izza when we finally decided to go along with tsun to IMM. Met Doc at CCK and proceeded to IMM.
Walked around aimlessly, thanks to tsun, for a while and finally decided to have our long deserved lunch. And we just had to choose LJS. I was in a bit of a fatigue when i was queueing up and noticed that the person in front of me was buying all the caffeine type of drink that LJS has to offer. Coffee convention maybe? And that wasn't the thing that ticked me off. The cashier was a malay girl. Who shaved all of her eyebrow and drew on it to make her look 'prettier'. I was to say my order when she gave this stuck up i'm-better-than-u-cause-i-hava-artificial-eye-brows-and-you-don't kinda look and SHOUTED "HOLD ON AH SIR" in the most pathetically rude english accent that i thought only monkeys can speak. Wah!! Fatigue changed to anger and my eyes were glaring sia. Tsun was telling me to calm down cause i was about to open a can of reprimanding yet drastically stinging remarks at her. In the end, i gave a stuck up look back at her and raised my voice cause i was guessing she was deaf as she had to repeat everything i say by SHOUTING. Oh ya, being ugly really made the situation a hell lot worse. And then, when we were sitting down, i noticed her looking over at our table, pin pointing towards us while talking to a colleague of hers, who happens to have no eyebrows too. Maybe that's the new dress code huh? They may have brains the size of a pea cause when they noticed i was looking, they imagined that someone was ordering as they started punching the cash register. If you wanna cover up, try looking somewhere else and pointing there and imagine you're talking about the condition of the tables or whatever. True? Docta, being a student in the culinary line, seem to dislike this kind of attrocious service that he had his share of words to share. Too bad they're deaf. Cause it was so offensive that the hair on their eyebrows would have shoot right back out upon hearing it. But heck, at the end of the day, the late night movie at my house managed to change everything to candy again. It was nice to see old familiar faces again. Congratulations to Farzana for being able to ride motorcycles now! =)
Now assignments are being a drag.
Thanks for the memories Thanks for the memories.ok i'm done.
{Friday, May 18, 2007 @ 11:57 PM}
CCN day was fun!
Sold flowers like wildfire!
And i love the reaction when people says no!
And the fact that i know that they're going to say no but yet i asked!
That's when the lecturers come in handy!
Mr "Thankyouverymuch" was a blur one as always.
And Mr James was old yet cool. haha. He bought two just cause he wanted to take it off my hands cause he thought i was tired.
Nice reason.
coool.Ok.
So the headphone spoiled the whole day.
The bag was being kicked around by people resulting in deafness in one ear.
Stupid.
I have to go to aljunied to get it repaired.
What's up with that.
Everything was blur for a moment.
Then i tried to make it better by cleaning the lenses.
But what i realise was, the eyes were blur.
All this while..
Thanks for the memories. Thanks for the memories.Ok i'm done.
P.s.
persistance in some situations always sparks the mind to think.
{Thursday, May 17, 2007 @ 8:52 AM}
Disappointed.
You know.
When you do something and you want it the same way for you.
When you expected more than just options.
When you expected a more desired outcome.
And what sucks is, there's always this wall that comes in the way.Bored?
Read a book.ok done.
ps. If you wanna do something, don't just say it. Do it.
{Saturday, May 12, 2007 @ 12:25 AM}
X japan.
Influential.
Even after their time.
Their music is like a disease.
A terminal disease.
That can be cured.
But can't be removed totally from your system.
Again..
Why did they have to disband?
Forget Jay Z.
Yoshiki-san is a music god.
{Thursday, May 10, 2007 @ 11:26 PM}
i'm just a human.
Difference?
A person who think's too much.
A person who imagine's too much.
A person who just don't know when to say no or stop.
Oh..
A person who wants to kill every bad emotion in this world.
I wanna be a hero.
Please?
Why did X japan have to disband?
Fuck la.
{Wednesday, May 09, 2007 @ 11:22 PM}
I woke up one day thinking to myself.
Whether all i've done this far was worth the while.
You know.
Giving so much and expect as much in return.
But here's the contrast.
I never got the same feeling.
Maybe it's just me.
Maybe it's just you.
Who know's.
I wanna learn to not care.
To be obnoxious.
To really share all these things with the ones real.
Not superficial humans.
But it's hard.
It's a trait jammed into my genes.
Maybe all these while it was despice..
Prove me wrong.
Please.
i wanna erase my existance for awhile.
Goodbye.
p.s. He said the condition is just a temporary irritation and that it'll die down with the tablets.
Thank you god. And thank you for showing me the silver lining.
If you ever read this.
{Tuesday, May 08, 2007 @ 10:34 PM}
And then there was one.
enough said.
{Monday, May 07, 2007 @ 9:43 AM}
Spiderman 3 was a three hit wonder.
haha.
But it was good while it lasted.
And to think that i can relate it to real life.. =)
Skipping the morning lab just cause i can't take the throat pain.
IT was all fine in the bus on the way to the interchange but it started burning soon as i saw the blooody long line for 168 bus to tampines.
And i had to take the 7 am bus or i'll be late.
And the queue was all the way from the stand to the escalator.
Haha.
I never fancy coming late to anything.
Especially school.
So, walked home.
Ate some things to soothe the throat.
And now forcing my lazy self to go to WWNK tutorial.
Life is great.
Yesterday however..
Some call it a tragedy.
I call it life changing.
Yes.
Learn from one's mistake.
First hand scenes really have a double effect on you.
It's like pushing you to the edge of the cliff and then pushing you down.
Change for the better. Uh-Uh.
Thank you LOSER. =)
Yesterday was up and down and up and down.
There's a few things i said that i wish i could take back.
I don't know.
Maybe because a huge burden became a bit heavier.
Or i just can't face reality.
Disheartened from the very start, what was i thinking of even going to public in the first place.
Sarah!
Sorry for the foul mood and face.
Was just so so lost in thoughts that it took over for awhile.
Hope you're not mad! =)
Similarly,
I apologise about the play that we didn't get to watch together.
I apologise for the words that i carelessly spoke.
I apologise for the lies.
To clear the conscience is to suck out the poison that the viper insert.
How do you suck it out?
Who knows.
ok done!
ps. sitting in a mosque thinking bout life is definitely a new hobby. =)