*Confessions*
{Friday, August 22, 2008 @ 12:38 PM}
I was torn, broken and irrepairable.
I always thought that something that bad can never happen.
It did.
It did.
and it fucking did.
haha.
Beyond the anger, beyond the heartache, beyond the mental torture.
There's truth.
There's reason.
There's salvation.
Salvation.
In a form that i never thought it'd come in.
I love you.
And i know now..
that i mean it.
more than anything that is truth in this life.
:)
byebye!
{Friday, August 01, 2008 @ 12:26 PM}
A mundane moment in the office might prove to be fruitful for the mind.
It can start with a cup of milo by your side and this brain of yours will do the rest for you.
So it has been awhile since i did update this god-forsaken space of mine.
So why not?
:)
It's been a month since i started working here and so far, its all going smoothly.
There is those bad apple moments once in awhile but it moulded my perception on "Professionalism"
The key to it is: Don't get yourself invovled in office politics. But if you are, join the stronger team.
HEHE!
But heck, you monsters know thats the key to survival.
Another topic that's been racking on this brain of mine: People.
Yes yes. People change.
God decided to make it more interesting by not showing the person her/himself that they're changing.
Pandai kan?Advantages to that will be you'll be moving forward in life and it turns you into someone new.
Disadvantage is it's a risk. The line between good and bad has been blurred and to add salt to it, we are partially blind. Oh don't you deny it. Even when we know something is bad, we choose to close our eyes. Grrrr.
However, we stray true to our judgement. We know it's right, even though it might seem wrong to others, but it's a tick in our book.
So here's my two cents:
DO NOT judge someone by one or two actions that he does.
Fuck this. Let's be abit more specific.
Example: A dude, who happens to be courteous to girls, is not a flirt.
You motherfuckers better fucking-ly confirm that he's fucking flirting before you fuckingly go gossip like the bitches you are. :)
Have you ever stopped to wonder whether he's emotionally attached to someone and you saying stupid things like this might damge their relationship?
WAIT! Let's strike this one out. If you were thinking from the start, you would have mind your own fucking business.
laaaaaa. Nanti dorg start pula: "ejat kenakan aku ehhhhh. Alaaa. Kita main2 je sey.. Dia blog seyy pasal aku"
haha. I don't even wanna start with this one.
Oh, bro, i might be interacting with girls but i don't know all of them. OH! Let me put it in your term. I don't flirt with all of them laaa bro. Crystal? :)
"I thought you knew here since he mentioned that ejat know's her."
haha.
I'm flattered.
I really am.
Now go ahead and blog about this.