*Confessions*
{Thursday, February 28, 2008 @ 12:53 AM}
Zach lost.
cause his right shoulder popped out.
and got dislocated.
but he's a darn good fighter.
seeeeee...
told you so! (Doc & Tsun)
=)
what the heck.......
i'm still ecstatic though.
=) =) =)
my ecstasy.
{Monday, February 25, 2008 @ 1:00 AM}
long black coffee sucks.
or it wasn't as nice as i hoped it would be.
kinda orange-gy actually..
but the company was fine though.
i am the ambassador of the Queen.and royal flush right after you mentioned it. =)and food at es teler aren't that bad.
do you know that they hang the face of their president in all es teler outlets?
HAHA.
everything after that was......
red,red,red,blurry,red,red,red.30 god damn times.are you mad woman?
but you's crazy for that one.=)
promised i'd sleeeeeeeeeeeep.
so let's hit the sack shall we?
one last note,
shits happen.
alot of times actually.
don't matter how many times you fall.
what matters is the number of times you actually get back on your feet.
no matter how hard you get hit.
no matter how many times.
all that matters is your dire need to regain everything according to your favour.
and i'm doing it my way.
a million things to say.
but no opening for the words to slip.so lets sleep. =)
{Thursday, February 21, 2008 @ 10:42 AM}
So the long holidays are here.
but the thing is, i don't know whether its a good or bad thing.
alot of things to get done.
but the mood isn't settling down for me to get started.
on a more heavier note,
results this semester will really really pull down the GPA.
gosh.
why can't we have a permeanent scoring system?
where one failure wouldn't affect the rest of your grade!
but heck, poly mah..
i'll kill every one of those motherfuckers who said and is going to say that polytechnic is easy.
but like they say, blame yourself before you blame everyone else........
ahhhhh what the heck..
lets just blame everyone else for this one.
and this urge to keep a cat is strong like fuck.
you know.....
a feline to irritate the hell out of when you're bored.
a feline to cuddle when you just feel down and out.
a feline to have lunch or dinner with.
a feline that will look for you and miss you and run to you when you come home from wherever.
why must they think i'll ill-treat the cat???? -_-
i can be gentle tooooooo.
Discrimination at its best.
Music wise, Dome Squad Clique is making a comeback.
being active for too long led to problems and contradictions.
being quiet for too long, however, made us musically soft and, in other words, dead? =)
but heck....
you're sure in for a surprise....!
Next performance will be at Youth Park!
1st march!
1pm to 1 am show!
Show some love for the local scene homosapiens!
and that old guy is going NS on 11 march.
why oh why oh why? =(
onwards,
its in my nature to be irritating.
when it comes to situations like this.
and knowing that you hate it leaves me... blankless at times.
but it can't be help though.
i just get worried. alot.
and i ask.
maybe once too many.
but you can't blame me for doing it right? =)
ohoh.
society can throw a shitload of looks and words at me.
cause i'm wearing a blindfold and listening to an ipod with audio technica headphones.
at maximum volume.which simply means,
i don't give a.....hmmmm...
Fuck.
a look at Tsun And Ejat's latest ish-ness:
The chorus:We back son
You best believe that
We back on set
Click Clack where you at (OH!)
So lean back to the sound of the weatherman
We dope till forever man X2
smile for me you fauna lover.
=)
{Monday, February 18, 2008 @ 12:16 AM}
It was freezing.
It was boring.
It was on impulse.
It was bad.
at first.
then it was funny.
it was warm.
it was enjoyable.
it was loveable.
it was sweet.
it was super spur of the moment.
we'll wait for 1 month i guess.
=)
to the left to the left.tilt your damn head to the left.nyahaha.
{Friday, February 15, 2008 @ 11:29 AM}
So why take blows when i know its not even worth resisting?
why sit through this again when i know its fruitless?
why the heck am i even thinking about this?
i'm closing this chapter permeanently.
and no, there is no conditioning.
there is no loopbacks.
there is no fickle-mindedness.
i'm through with this.
YenYenYenYenYenYen....!
Jumper..
Iron Man..
& so many more......!
=)
lets escape society shall we?
take my hand..
{Saturday, February 09, 2008 @ 11:37 PM}
come to think of it,
it all moved too fast.
when you had the whole world in your hands for one day,
and someone just took it away without you knowing it.
then, it was given back to you, just like that.
but it's tainted, you can't even recognize the same feelings you bear.
now..
it's all amidst.
whyyyyyyyy?
whyyyyyyyy?
whyyyyyyyy?
i know why.
things change.
people change.
& we just need to learn to let go and move on.
on a lighter note,
things have been bubbly in this mundane life of mine.
won't go into all the damn details cause it feels wrong YET so right at the same time. =)
but for what its worth,
the nice nice gushy feeeeeelings is stilllllll bubbbbbling all over laaaa seyyy. nyahaha.
$120 and still counting.
let's see what'll happen next huh? =)
The longest.
and i lost count too. =)
{Wednesday, February 06, 2008 @ 7:58 AM}
So maybe words can rationalize what happened.
maybe words would only spoil the whole thing.
but for what its worth,
this is by far the longest time the bubbly warm-ly gushy feeling is running in my body.
=)
5
{Monday, February 04, 2008 @ 9:27 AM}
life finally started last friday..
with ovedued projects handed up and now left with only 3, the brain can breath a little.
So how do you celebrate this day?
grab a KFC meal at queenstown at some anchor whatever. =)
but beware... 961 is a bitch. SUPER bitch. -_-
Saturday, however, was performance day!
and it was a blast actually!
except for when the blooody stage fire was blasting its way behind us.
but at least i know the froggy voice isn't there.. oh..
yes yes....
i have to admit that its thanks to you.. -_-
so thank you huns.. =)
after the whole performance, proceeded to esplanade to chill by the bay.
got a bit akward for awhile.
got a piece of the soul teared off too.
wanna know why we need bestfriends?
cause they act as glue to keep you together. =)
and for sunday, it was movie day!
and we watched The Mist.
seemed funny in the beginning cause i thought the monsters would be ghostly but it was more to.... alien-ish.
arrowhead project or something.
but the ending was crazy.
not crazy dope crazy..
crazy that it really is crazy for the director to end the movie like that!
the movie was worth the money though.
SARAH!
you should watch it! =)
and then,
everything was a blur.....
cause i can't seem to stop smiling...
and i still am you dumbdumb =)
see you next wednesday! nyahaha.
better get a move on on my next project.
will update again soon!
bye!
thoughts need to be collected.
to know what's really up. =)