*Confessions*
{Monday, October 27, 2008 @ 11:38 PM}
Today was... nice.
All my 3 bestfriends together.
hehe!
its been awhile since i had a good laugh with wonderful company.
and sarah.....its good that you're feeling what you're feeling now.
my iqa is all grown up nowwww! nyahahaha.
okok.
so it seems like people just don't seem to be as courteous as they use to be.
Here's the situation:
kau stare kawan aku mcm kawan aku hutang mak kau nasi lemak
kita stare balik
kau complain ngan kawan kau
kawan kau ada muka nak ckp dia nak cari kawan aku kat luar?
Berbual tak jalan, tembak tak kena.Tame down your ego before someone tames it for you.
Nak berbual ada cara sikit.
Things could have been settled with just a simple talk.
but noooooooo:
"Eh! Jangan sampai aku nampak kau kat luar ah"
kau nak buat ape kalau kau nampak kita kat luar??
OH WAIIIT!
We were outside.
right in front of your fucking face.
and you sticked with your own clique instead of backing your fucking words.
again,
Berbual tak jalan, tembak tak kena.Oh sotong,
why do you even bother picking a fight with pussies? -_-
you know whaat,
break a leg. :)
{Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 1:27 AM}
So today marks the end of attachment.
Yes yes, good and bad memories. Made everything a worthwhile experience.
Thank you Jerry, Leo Andrew David, Neny, Rainie, Sonia, Zee, Sha, Dee, Amy, Dave, Nick, Susan, Ping Liang, Ken, Mike, JASON VOON Elaine, Ben, Hiew, Jason choo and hong, Alwyn, Tham and anyone else that i didn't mention. Thank you for the experience. Thank you for taking the time to teach. Thank you for the good times. The bad times. Thank you for SIP. Thank you for sungai buloh. Thank you for signal testing. Thank you for everything.
Thank you for the company and the experience.
Appreciate it all! See you guys on the 31st! :)
Funny Story what happened next. Best friends were all busy with their own stuffs. So i gave a call to mum to celebrate. AND!
She said yes. LIKE FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER! -_-
haha..
and she surprised me with Vanessa. :)
touch touch touch.hehe.
Thank you! :)
now onwards, Major project.
Then another attachment.
heck.
At least it keeps me moving.
and oh, i miss the time when we'll sing bubbly with you making the imitations. really really.:)
{Monday, October 13, 2008 @ 11:52 PM}
It got too emotional.
Wayyyy too emotional. Believe me. I didn't expect it to turn out that way.
Like mentioned before, i love you like my sister.
Like my own flesh and blood.
Like what zach said,
"Kalau kau dah rapat ngan dia to the extent yang kau betul2 percaya dia, dia dah macam saudara, bukan kawan lagi"
Yes, i don't have cousins like you guys.
But i sure as hell am counting my lucky stars that i got you two as my bestfriends.
So please do pardon my natural reaction to try to protect you like i wanted to.
okok.
I know that you don't need me smothering all over you like that.
Yes, i trust that you can handle your problems.
Yes, i trust that you know how to handle situations.
But you can't blame me for wanting to butt in to give you my shoulders to be leaned on right right right?
So ducky ducky,
we need an outing.
me you and him.
we just need to spend time together.
Trust me, we have fucking loads to catch up on.
And some air to settle.
so please please please.
Put whatever happened behind us.
and just smile as if we just won the million dollar lottery.
Ok.. abang zahid will ask us to donate that money even if we win the damn lottery. :p
what say you, babes?
{Thursday, October 02, 2008 @ 9:33 PM}
It's Hari Raya.
But it sure don't feel like it.
True what they say, the older you get, the more..routine-ish it seems.
And i'm only 18 for pits sakes.
Anyways, Selamat Hari Raya to all. :)
the more it seems that i have control of my life, the more it slips away.