*Confessions*
{Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 10:03 AM}
National Service-ing.
Ahhhhh welll.
It's already dead anyway....
Bye!
:)
{Tuesday, June 09, 2009 @ 1:25 PM}
I remembered rolling around a lot.
Hoping darkness will just consume me whole.
Tears me apart the way the brain worked.
To think that it was all a nightmare was just absurd.
Cause dreams do come through silver linings.
Light at the end of every tunnel.
Sunshine right after the perfect storm.
Salvation might be scarce but we salvage what we can grasp.
We believe in what we can see and touch.
But never what was always there.
Put it on a pedestal when the air smells of rich green grass and when the wind blows with serenity.
Burn it down to the ground when the grass rots brown and the wind suffocates.
It is absurd to even consider possibilities .
Life has too many roads that when one closes, there are always 20 000 more re-routes.
And when 20 000 closes, we have the tools to construct our own path.
To build our own foundation.
To light our own way.
But we choose to follow.
We choose to conform to what society classifies as right and wrong.
We believe what 100 000 others believes.
Cause if you're different, then eccentric will automatically be your middle name.
So what is the peace that we keep looking for?
Is it inside? outside?
Does it even exist at all?
Existence is what makes the mind reach the brink of insanity.
People end lives to stop the pain.
Mothers go through pain to bring life to the world.
Thus, a leverage.
Life cannot survive if it does not co-exist with pain.
Pain is a part of life.
We cannot detest it.
Neither can we ignore it.
Therefore, i must be resilient.
I must adapt.
I must flow.
And i must withstand whatever it is that makes me a better man at the end of the day.
Life is a book with no chapters.
Pain is the divider that we need.
I embrace it.