*Confessions*
{Thursday, March 29, 2007 @ 9:49 PM}
Firstly, me and her got a blog of ours going on!
www.ejazie.blogspot.comlink us!
I beat the elite four today.
With Arragon, Blaziken, Pelipper, Rosia and Kyogre!
And i caught myself a razekun.(Pardon the spelling)
A green dragon thingy.
Hooray!
Ok. It's official.
Life is a BORE.
Going to melacca on friday to settle some things.
I wanna shop!
It's been a while ok.
I bet someone will miss me! =)
Ok. This post is becoming boring.
Cheerio to you for reading it!
ok done!
{Tuesday, March 27, 2007 @ 3:07 PM}
yes yes.
Life is picking itself up little by little.
I'm amazed by the time needed to recover. =)
Watched TMNT yesterday with tsun tei-chou!
It was good. Nothing more. Nothing less.
But somehow, after watching the whole thing, you just got the urge to switch something off.
Storyline's good. Animation was awesome.
But it has this television
atmosphere to it.
or is it just me? tsk.
CCNA exam coming up and i haven't even signed up for those online lessons.
ishhh. now the studying zone has to be restructured cause i really have no clue on how to study online.
Online and education just don't mix.
It's a mixture for disaster.
Or is it just me again? tsk tsk.
Oh yes. I didn't give my entry on Da shocase 3 in a proper manner.
ok. Rap performances was a breath of fresh air.
El masquerade was cool. Right Mr. Katana Tounge?
Jid and enivo(eh?) was good too.
Da Fam souljhaz was entertaining.
G.O.D were gangster-ly dope.
VP was singing to the judges tune.
Tsun & ejat were CUTE? Cute or what.
And i blame the 'slippers' section for that comment from PD from Triva.
But DSC got 1st and 3rd.
Told you we're a bunch of talented people. =)
But what i like most about that day was spreading around KZ's real name around!
You don't have to pop a gangster to bring him down.
You just need his real name. =)
Babes reminded me yesterday.
Happy 13th month anniversary!
Love Love!
We celebrated that by sending Aqil Ferranto bin Md Yasman (Right?) to the doctor!
But it was worthwhile.
That big-headed baby was just so adorable!
Ok. You. Who thinks that i am inconsiderate.
I couldn't reply your msg that time cause my prepaid was low.
And i was planning on lending you the money if i was to win the competition.
And i didn't.
But heck, i did try right? I can really see your appreciation.
'Dah kau. Dah.'
Whatever.
Ok done!
{Monday, March 26, 2007 @ 1:08 AM}
It's neither sadness nor disappointment.
REALLY!
It's a matter of digestion.
Congrats to Game Of Death and Valentia Phlow!
okok. Get this.
1st.3rd.1st and 3rd.cool or what?
I need to regroup and recollect.
ok done!
{Wednesday, March 21, 2007 @ 9:33 PM}
Haha. Yes.
Reminiscing about the past. Such a burden.
I use to love it. The memories. The feelings.
But it's impossible to run away from truth. It haunts you everyday.
So when all else fails, laughter will save us all.Me and akeem talked about that particular line.
He disagreed.
He said its like drugs. It only takes away the pain temporarily.
So if it takes away the pain temporarily, then it benefits you in a way that it doesn't take a toll on your health?
Same purpose. Different outcome. haha. By the end of everything, we forgot what we actually argued about.
Knee-grow please. =) Anime, childish as it is, the morals that you learn.
It benefits you.
Not the fact that you wanna be the hero.(Who doensn't wanna live in fantay?)
It's the fact that you know it makes you think.
The attributes that made them up. If it was to be adapted into real life, it would make people better people.
Attrocious. That's why we call it fantasy.
Cause no one is whom you expect them to be.
I am watching too many episodes.
Currently at episode 66.ok.
Self-promo.
I'll be competing at Da Final Shocase!
It'll be taking place at the Skate Park near Somerset MRT.
Which is near the National Youth Council.
It'll start at 2 Pm. Ends at 10.
Free admission!
do come down to support!
And it's bloody hell free!
oh ya, Sarah atiqah bte md sah, your ass better be there with me. =)
And Zahid, come if you can!
NurHazimah. i'm sorry for the lecture.
I know i know.
I'm in no position to tell u what to do.
Cause i didn't do it myself.
But hey, i'm just trying my best so you won't repeat history.
Can't blame a man i n love for trying
right?Ok done!
{ @ 9:33 PM}
Haha. Yes.
Reminiscing about the past. Such a burden.
I use to love it. The memories. The feelings.
But it's impossible to run away from truth. It haunts you everyday.
So when all else fails, laughter will save us all.Me and akeem talked about that particular line.
He disagreed.
He said its like drugs. It only takes away the pain temporarily.
So if it takes away the pain temporarily, then it benefits you in a way that it doesn't take a toll on your health?
Same purpose. Different outcome. haha. By the end of everything, we forgot what we actually argued about.
Knee-grow please. =) Anime, childish as it is, the morals that you learn.
It benefits you.
Not the fact that you wanna be the hero.(Who doensn't wanna live in fantay?)
It's the fact that you know it makes you think.
The attributes that made them up. If it was to be adapted into real life, it would make people better people.
Attrocious. That's why we call it fantasy.
Cause no one is whom you expect them to be.
I am watching too many episodes.
Currently at episode 66.ok.
Self-promo.
I'll be competing at Da Final Shocase!
It'll be taking place at the Skate Park near Somerset MRT.
Which is near the National Youth Council.
It'll start at 2 Pm. Ends at 10.
Free admission!
do come down to support!
And it's bloody hell free!
oh ya, sarah atiqah bte md sah, your ass better be there with me. =)
NurHazimah. i'm sorry for the lecture.
I know i know.
I'm in no position to tell u what to do.
Cause i didn't do it myself.
But hey, i'm just trying my best so you won't repeat history.
Can't blame a man i n love for trying
right?Ok done!
{ @ 1:12 AM}
Bleach Bleach Bleach!
haha! i am going anime crazy sia!
One thing that i love about anime:
Whenever the good guy is sliced up good and it looks like all hope is lost, the villain will rake up the past and coincidently, the villains the dude who either killed his mum, or dad, or abuelo or whatever! then he'll get this burst of energy! then the villain will be brutally killed!
Cool rite? Predictable la!
But the power that they get whenever they go supersaiyan on their asses is really a nice thing to see.
haha.. i got until
113 episodes to watch! and i'm only at
41! woooots woooots!
and if you
hate me, please tell me. Ok? =)
dahhh! Bleachhh! here i come!
ok done!
{Tuesday, March 20, 2007 @ 12:17 PM}
Am i here just to fill up those spaces thats empty in you?
Just to be a source of comfort when all else fails?
Someone for you to throw words at?
Someone for you kill time with?
I don't know what to do. Again.And stop putting out fire with
fuel.Screw this la.
{Sunday, March 18, 2007 @ 11:50 AM}
So we were just a fling?
Someone you people could come upon and hang out with for awhile?
Have a few laughs then run?
I hate making these kind of ' friends'. So we're gonna bump into each other on the way.
But heck, we'll never get acquainted.
And Chaz ALI! i need u laaa bodoh! =)
Horny bastard!! Now i know what Lynn means all these while.
ok done!
{Friday, March 16, 2007 @ 4:17 PM}
I just realized. I never did one entry especially to
her.
So this is gonna be one that's dedicated to
her.
Yes. It is going to be mushy lovey dovey stuffs.
But who the hell cares whether u read it or not.
Its meant for those who actually wants to read it.
So stop with the 'Jat kau nonok sia jat. Jat jgn emo la jat'
If youre these
type of people, either you're
one, a chauvinist,
two, badly bitten by love,
or three, immature.
Here i go.
It all started years ago. When i first saw her. No one knew. I kept it all to myself. Always wanting to know what was her name.
Then my bright stars were shining extra bright when she was in the same class as i am. Got acquainted but then never really got close.
But the presence was enough to blow me out of my shoes.Another year passed, drifted apart. I was with someone else. Thinking i was in love.
Through unprecedented events, after 7 months, it ended. Devastated.
Yes.Flings after fling after that period of time. Only Sarah know's who. =)
But all of it wasn't serious.
I was saying hollow 'I love you'.O level year.. She asked me for a collabo for National day. Butterflies that were in my stomach before and died must have laid eggs as there was a whole new batch in it.
Then there was Mercu. I was anxious that day. The
first-day-of-school kinda feeling you know.
Her head popped out of the window on the door. i almost felt back on my chair! she was there. But it was the so near yet so far situation. Cause there were episodes and agendas that we had to go through before we could actually get to the level where we can express feelings to each other.
You understand rite? ;-) We got over it. Our own personal issues.
and we
finally got acquainted properly.
That was when i found out so many things about you.
Your life, your worries, your smiles.
And i thought you were all candy and lollipops.
and i still hate twinkle-toes. =) And here we are.
1 year 19 days. Ok! i admit it! we're not as perfect as we were before.
Fights and Arguments. Told u i was worried when we were'nt having one single squabble that time.
But
heyyy, We got through each one of them
with tears or smiles, it's all over and done with.
BRING ON THE NEXT ONE!
but not so soon please? =) You've made me happier than i could ever imagine.
And i thank you.
You've been with me through thick and thin.
And i thank you.
Your faithfulness goes beyond explanation
And i thank you.
But most of all, you've made me open one side that i never ever knew existed.
And
i love you for that.
I may not be using big sophiticated words to explain us.
Cause we're not. We're special.
We explain words.
Words don't.
I think i'll end here.
Hope you like this!
26.02.06
till
I n f i n i t y.
I <3 You! <---- Cheesy sia!
Je' taime.
Ok done!
{Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 11:59 PM}
Everything has limits.
Everything has boundaries.
You know.. Those imaginary lines that you shouldn't cross.
If u did cross, then those patient ones can turn berserk or those conservative ones may turn into monsters beyond your wildest imagination.
if you're reading this,
Your words did sting.
Unreliable.. Uninitiative. Every mistake is always mine.
And i am getting sick of it.
I really did think highly of you.
And if you are reading this, i lost every single ounce of respect.
Finally, things you said just now are not
squables or fights, those are words that can end friendships.
You blamed me for so much things. Said things about me that you never did.
Bad things.And i never did once judge you. I always went with the flow. I never did mocked you.
And i don't know why the hell i didn't?
Why didn't i? Cause i actually do
respect people.
Surprise2. Me. The dude who
didn't help u in poly at all is the dude who respected you.
And i
STRONGLY disagree that i didn't do anything right towards you.
An example you might want:
OOPG PAPER
A CALL
RED EYES
REMEMBER?
But i'm not here to bitch or rake up the past.
Instead, i want you to count on what i said towards you.
And there's still time for CCNA Cert.
oh yes.. Final thing.
If you are reading this:
I am not trying to outshine you cause there's possibly nothing to outshine
I am not trying to be better than you cause i KNOW i am.
And the only thing that you have that i don't is... *Drum roll*
YOUR HUGE NEPTUNE-LIKE EGO!
Words hurt don't they?
You did this to me in a 168 bus while i was trying to help.
Well..(you-who-shall-not-be-name).. Truth bites. And is still biting
NurHazimah,
I am so sorry for treating you the way i did.
I just wasn't totally myself just now.
And i was sick of people being late.
Sorry for the rowdiness.
Muahhh.
And i don't freaking care that you can't go out.
And i know you don't freaking care that i can't take you to germany and can only afford to buy you a 100 dollar plus shoe.
=)
love love.
Good day.
And by that i really mean good day. =)
{Monday, March 12, 2007 @ 8:32 PM}
Here's a few pics from batam:
The insides of a crab there. =)

The cousins!

Loving the scenery. Loving the Shades. Loving the dude beside me. Well, sometimes. =)

Seafood on the streets. Org jakon from Singapore. Hehe
Something's missing. Yes. A picture of the sea.
Well. It's too much of a beauty to be shown in a picture. You have to experience it for yourself. A picture says a thousand words. But a thousand words can be lies.
Ok done. =)
{ @ 12:52 PM}
Batam was better than expected. Had lots of laugh. From ati's 'KRAYONN!' to ayie throwing away 2 malboro SINGAPORE ciggies! We watch a documentary about shavers and a few movies to make our night. haha. Thank you cousins!
So we bought a few stuffs. By we, i mean me, ayie and tsun. Ati had 1 mill with her!!! Shopping paradise for a dayy i guesss.
We had supper at Mcd's while Tsun and Ayie were trying out different ciggies. wahhhhh! so coool! I was like a rich dude breaking sticks after sticks cause that particular brand suckkkks like hell! still remember the name...
U mild!!!!!!That night, when i tried to sleep, there was these noises coming from the upper ceiling. So there must be people on the upper level.
Wait. I'm on the 19th level. And thats the highest that this hotel goes. So, who was on the roof? haha!
Ayie and Tsun kept hearing knocks on the balcony door. I was totally oblivious to it cause i was looking at pictures in my
PSP and was deep in thoughts. Thank you pictures!
We went to shopping malls. Bought things and crack lotsa jokes.
DC mall was DVD galore! Zahid!Will pass you the CD soon!
At
Matahari, ayie and myself went around every shop saying,' Chey! lawar seyy! Chey! Cool seyy! Chey!". And ati will be running around laughing her ass off or verbally attacking us with things associated with our lives.. Stupid asss! haha. And not forgettong Models rite Ayie? Donuts there are one of a kind!! Caramel ice blended wasn's similar to Caramel Frap! I want my Caramel Frap!
Then it was venturing the islands time. I was asleep most of the time in the bus cause the damn ceiling kept me up all night. When i woke up, somebody opened the curtain for me and i was immediately refreshed throughout the whole trip.
Nature at it's best. The sea was calm but the fact that we were on a bridge hanging so high above it and the wind was pretty darn strong, god i was blew away. Breathtaking views are a must in my list now.
Then we went to another island. And the thing separating us from it is steep slopes made of clay with big holes on the side. And that is the road. Prayers could be heard in the bus, hoping it wouldnt fall to the side!
The beach wasn't much of what we expected because it was in low tide and we were greeted with dogs and flies. How cool is that??? Not even abit!
Now the only person missing is
NADIA BINTE IDROS! Where were you gendeng!
Will upload pictures about this trip soon!
Apologies to Farzana for not being there to support you during sirens.. Will definitely be there for you the next time!!!
Ears are indulging with Mario Vasquez "Gallery".
Eyes are embracing Jame's Patterson "Mary Mary".
Heart is so in love with Nur Hazimah.
There are just a few things that kept bothering me. A few thoughts that should be brushed aside. I should be like the sea, calm and collected yet devastating from time to time. Or a stone, plain no-feelings attribute.
Its been hard to talk to anyone lately. You know. When you have answers to your problems and you'll know what the person would say so you wouldn't even wanna bother telling them about it.
Who am i kidding?
Sarah! where the heck are you!
I Love You Like No Other.
and i appreciate you. =)
B n B.
Ok done! =)
{Saturday, March 10, 2007 @ 1:14 AM}
Batam Batam here i come...
Fun but maybe boring.. Thank god mary mary's coming along.!
if u happen to read this, see u when i see u love!
ok done. Cheerio.
{Tuesday, March 06, 2007 @ 9:51 PM}
Had a fun day at the ICA building today.
Here are a few things that happened:
1) Got the waiting number 7409
2) The number line was at 7357
3) Waited STANDING UP cause i thought afer 357 was 58 then 59 then 400
4) The number then moved forward and went to 7360
5) Realize there was 49 more people to go and went,'Oh bloody hell.'
6) Dad didn't have enough 1 dollar parking coupon and told me to buy from someone at the Carpark.
7) Went and asked around and everyone must have read the some book titled 'Replies towards Parking Coupon Buyers For Idiots edition' as they would either wave their hand or say 'I'm using it'.
8) This dude had a new booklet and tore only one. BUT, he told me, 'I have to use all.'. By then, i lost all my patience and since it was 4 pm in the afternoon and there was 9 coupons hanging in the booklet and in which one coupon is entitled to 1 hour that you can park there, i went along and said, 'Oh. What kind of passport are you making till u have to stay in this parking zone till 1 am?' People with cars, if you don't wanna sell them, please hide the booklet before giving attrocious reasons like the imbecile above.
9) Smiled and walk away as he stood there trying to send stupid remarks back to me but obviously failed as his face became all red and he went like, 'you..ahhh..rude...you...what...ahh.... ehhh..'. Couldn't care less what that annoying bafoon was babbling about anyway.
10) Abg sedare(Cousin) came along and saved the day. Oh. Honda Civic sucks. I can't bloody open the doors with the key. Maybe i need a 'How to open car doors for idiots edition' book. =)
If you're wondering why my dad didn't have extra parking coupons on him, we didn't expect that long of a hold up there and there was no near outlet that is selling parking coupons.
So i had to be the fillial son, that i always am*winks*, and oblige to going around trying to purchase from other i-thought-were-generous drivers. But hey.. Singaporean. Kiasu. Shouldn't Expect anything less. And i was willing to buy one 1 dollar coupon for 3 dollars mind you. Don't people see a deal when they see one anymore?
Nonetheless, i was ecstatic when i reached the ICA building at first so these events didn't bother me much.
And i am still Ecstatic!
Ok. Back to finding out why they must save the cheerleader to save the world. Difference between me and other watchers, i can bend the space and time continuum to forsee the next episode to know what's going to happen. Or maybe because i got the series in my laptop. either way, Hoooray!
Thanking YOU for the Series and wish to state you as anonymous so others wouldn't bother you like i did. Am i not nice! =)
-Whoosh-
{Monday, March 05, 2007 @ 11:36 AM}
Had one of those days when the previous night, you had sucky treatments and you felt as if tomorrow would be a better day but then upon waking up, you see and hear things that sickens you? I don't wanna plan anymore ok. You do the rest.
Weeee.. Misery has just stepped to another level. =)
Ok.. Exams are over.. And boredom is really taking a toll. Songs are done but there are alot of minor setbacks.
No.
Major setbacks. But can be overcomed.
Grooving to Three Six MAFIA! haha. Me Doc Tsun Ayie caught the Movie Rocky Balboa and yes, it was good. Predictable. But good. DOC! I still wanted to see him get spasm sia! hahaha.
Then we went dome. Tsun and ayie went home to get the car while me and doc talked about Creeps and Bloods and songs. Haha. Critics of the cetury we are. And i agree. No one is original. Since when was the whole scene a copycat? =(
Sunday was awesomely boring. Woke up. Did stuffs. Wash the car. Fetch her. Then that's it!
Life is getting more miserable and Duller.
Ok. I wanna go write songs now!
Before i go, thank you Izzabelle for the books! i'll pay u soon! PROMISE!
and woit! so many stories! Tell me one that i can actuallly believe will you! Once before again, too many mouths may make the murderer look like the victim.
-whoosh-
{Saturday, March 03, 2007 @ 12:26 AM}
So you heard?
Though it's not been long since the clique was in BNF.. It's not a mistake. An experience.. Yes it is.
To clear the air, we were never obnoxious about things like this.
And we were never boasting neither.
So don't get ideas.
Exams are overrr! It's time to partaaaay!
If only i could go clubbing.
Why is life so cruel?
Mr weatherman.. You told me your plans. Now put it to action.
Yes you can. =)
-Whooosh-