*Confessions*
{Friday, March 16, 2007 @ 4:17 PM}
I just realized. I never did one entry especially to
her.
So this is gonna be one that's dedicated to
her.
Yes. It is going to be mushy lovey dovey stuffs.
But who the hell cares whether u read it or not.
Its meant for those who actually wants to read it.
So stop with the 'Jat kau nonok sia jat. Jat jgn emo la jat'
If youre these
type of people, either you're
one, a chauvinist,
two, badly bitten by love,
or three, immature.
Here i go.
It all started years ago. When i first saw her. No one knew. I kept it all to myself. Always wanting to know what was her name.
Then my bright stars were shining extra bright when she was in the same class as i am. Got acquainted but then never really got close.
But the presence was enough to blow me out of my shoes.Another year passed, drifted apart. I was with someone else. Thinking i was in love.
Through unprecedented events, after 7 months, it ended. Devastated.
Yes.Flings after fling after that period of time. Only Sarah know's who. =)
But all of it wasn't serious.
I was saying hollow 'I love you'.O level year.. She asked me for a collabo for National day. Butterflies that were in my stomach before and died must have laid eggs as there was a whole new batch in it.
Then there was Mercu. I was anxious that day. The
first-day-of-school kinda feeling you know.
Her head popped out of the window on the door. i almost felt back on my chair! she was there. But it was the so near yet so far situation. Cause there were episodes and agendas that we had to go through before we could actually get to the level where we can express feelings to each other.
You understand rite? ;-) We got over it. Our own personal issues.
and we
finally got acquainted properly.
That was when i found out so many things about you.
Your life, your worries, your smiles.
And i thought you were all candy and lollipops.
and i still hate twinkle-toes. =) And here we are.
1 year 19 days. Ok! i admit it! we're not as perfect as we were before.
Fights and Arguments. Told u i was worried when we were'nt having one single squabble that time.
But
heyyy, We got through each one of them
with tears or smiles, it's all over and done with.
BRING ON THE NEXT ONE!
but not so soon please? =) You've made me happier than i could ever imagine.
And i thank you.
You've been with me through thick and thin.
And i thank you.
Your faithfulness goes beyond explanation
And i thank you.
But most of all, you've made me open one side that i never ever knew existed.
And
i love you for that.
I may not be using big sophiticated words to explain us.
Cause we're not. We're special.
We explain words.
Words don't.
I think i'll end here.
Hope you like this!
26.02.06
till
I n f i n i t y.
I <3 You! <---- Cheesy sia!
Je' taime.
Ok done!
