*Confessions*
{Monday, April 30, 2007 @ 12:32 PM}
One Motherfucking setback after another.
A collision of emotions that i can't bear.
Spare me a minute to collect myself please.
Cause i'm lost within my own thoughts.
God it'll feel good if i could take the brain out and give it a beating to stop this migraine.
And to put the cherry on top, you have to be angry.
It was a joke.
It all was!
I hanged up. and you were suppose to call and laugh.
Not blow up in my face.
Seems like the desperation for humour to soothe this damned soul was just a futile effort to add more damnation.
And this isn't even about the actual problem.Maybe
he is were right after all.
Emotions don't last.
They run dry as soon as the reality bites.
Stop fucking filling my thoughts with your sayings.You don't even know me.Cigerattes sounds mighty fine to me now.
Hazardous as it may seem, it's clearly stated that the system where you puff it in and out is a good way to relieve stress.
And get this, stress kills to.
So is there much of a difference here?
You're given the option to choose your weapon of suicide.
So does this mean drinking is good too?
It cleanses the system in your body.
It also socially benefits you as you'll make friends through
drinking kakis.Debates taught me that.So what is good and bad in this world?
What's wrong and right?
What are the things that we should acknowledge and the things we should mark taboo?
Who knows?
Keep closing your eyes. Blind yourself from the things around you.
Open them when there's only total silence and no visibility.
Be as innocent as a virgin.What moved me to write an entry like this??
When you decide on one possibility, do tell.
Cause i'm done thinking.
Leave me alone.
