*Confessions*
{Wednesday, May 09, 2007 @ 11:22 PM}
I woke up one day thinking to myself.
Whether all i've done this far was worth the while.
You know.
Giving so much and expect as much in return.
But here's the contrast.
I never got the same feeling.
Maybe it's just me.
Maybe it's just you.
Who know's.
I wanna learn to not care.
To be obnoxious.
To really share all these things with the ones real.
Not superficial humans.
But it's hard.
It's a trait jammed into my genes.
Maybe all these while it was despice..
Prove me wrong.
Please.
i wanna erase my existance for awhile.
Goodbye.
p.s. He said the condition is just a temporary irritation and that it'll die down with the tablets.
Thank you god. And thank you for showing me the silver lining.
If you ever read this.
