*Confessions*
{Saturday, October 06, 2007 @ 3:12 PM}
My perception of life is going all haywire. Freaks the hell out of me sometimes.
Seeems like everything was in place one day and the next, Someone just had to shake the box and mess the whole damn thing again.
Reason why i'm afraid to commit.
Everything just crumbles when they're at their prime. In my point of view.
Things don't last long.. they just become so stale till both parties choose to neglect it since it ain't that appertising anymore.
My thoughts and perception of bonds were so much more innocent back when i didn't know nuts about the real world.
And it gets worse when i feel the way i think.
And when i just want to let the bond hang cause i don't know what to do with it.
Face it, we humans are attracted to beautiful things.
So if u ain't beautiful, you gotta try harder.
And what sucks is when you were beautiful once and people who were close to you got bored of it.
I'm always trying a lil' bit harder to find every bit of those genuine ties.
Funny thing is people do drift apart. No matter how genuine you think that thing is, you just drift apart.
Be it different schools or whatever, there's always something better out there.
And the ones you already got are just last season.
No matter how dearly i try to make it look like as if its all the same, it's fruitless.
Cause i am aware and i am just using words to blind me deeply.
Maybe it was too dear for me to just declare that its crumbling.
Or maybe i was just to engrossed with the terms used and that i wanted it to stay that way.
All good things come to an end.And it seems like i got a second shot at this thing again.
Like my music, i'm gonna play it laid back.
and i'll do Better.
We'll see the outcome as it appears.
No strings attached.
I'm bored of life.
Let's move on.
I'm done.
