It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
wherever it goes
i'll always know

You make me smile
please stay for awhile now
just take your time
wherever you go

*repeats and repeats and repeats*

hehe.

its the inside thing between me and my 2 goons.
lets keep it this way. =)

this feels so right yet wrong at the same time.


at long fuc**** last,
a movie worth our money.

or free tickets anyway. =)

ohh.. 27 dresses is a rather good movie.
you people should go watch it.

we weren't dancing in the movies.
we weren't talking.
we were actually concentrating.
good or what. haha.

after 6 not-so-good movies and 1 awesome one,
its time to study study study i guess.
4 more weeks to go!
4 more weeks to go!
then holiday!
then attachement!
then fyp!
then graduate!
then NS!
then maybe work or study again!
then find work!
then work work work!
then die!

please let love consume me soon.
i don't wanna live like that!

oh oh.
now you know why..
i need you here.
huh? =)

i'm done!


NEXT UP: The Trade
Iron Man
P.S. I Love You
Jumper

Babes! No use saying 27 Dresses was the last one.
You know you'll be watching all this. =)


is it just me or are all movies being aired in singapore are boring?
dammitdammitdammit
and what's up with the fact that whenever i have to give a treat, ITS 9.50!
haha.
cursed huh?
but it's sincere though. =)

back to the fact that movies are boring:
we danced in the damn cinema
we talked like there was no tomorrow
we bite each other
we made up our own storylines
we laughed at the fucking ghosts face when they appear cause all of them looked computer generated
we bought 10.40 worth of hot dogs..well.. you did la.. =)

and the list goes on!

but..
national treasure is still cool la.

andand..

American Gangster can go kill itself.
TOO longwinded la.
but the killing part was awesome la..

and whats the chance that the theatre was empty when we entered for the two previous movies huh?

and not forgetting a rowdy bunch of chinese boys who made our day with their antics.
"Thank you for your cooperation! the movie is so good that no one is watching it!"
in broken english.
and while he was climbing over the rows of seat to get out!

okok.

bad movies list:
One missed call
Body 19
Vanished
Penny dreadful

American gangster has the storyline.
but its just too damn long.
and National treasure is still awesome ok. -_-

next up,
The Trade.

Besides the fact that the sypnosis has the word 'Sex Slaves' in it, it sounds good.
hopefully laaa eh. *crosses fingers*

i'm done!

P.S. Masih basah yen? =)


So its true that you'll never know what you got till its gone?
or when you're on the verge of losing it that you'd just do anything insanely possible to get it back.

Apologies would be fruitless now.
so, i'mma skip it here and go straight to the point.
one incident is enough to make me go all haywire.
so here's the vow..
i'll do anything possible to avoid situations like this.
ever ever ever.

=)

and you just love meeeee toooooo much..
NOT PUSHING IT.
but you know i just had to type that down. =)

anyways,
say goodbye to KATAK recording voice and HELLO ejat!
maybe happiness has always beeen the key.
the fact that i just wanted to have fun made it all sound more professional.
SHULZ!
master the damn thing faster and send!
grrrrr!

and one more thing,
either god answered my prayers super fast just now...
or you're too nice.

but i choose my first option though!
thank you big man up there. =)

i'm done i'm done.
*hand gesture*
=)


i screwed up.
again.

a meaningless post to you.
a million words of apologies for me.

i'm sorry.


Sunday was seriously well spent.
Woke up.
Went to esplenade.
Studied with yen for awhile at the library. (the well spent part =)! )
Then it was hanging out till monday comes.
nyahahaha.

just imagine...
one song that can intimidate you so much..
you feel like retorting but theres no one there for you to remark off..
and the more you listened, it slaps you more to reality.

gosh.

thank god you were there for me to hug.

whatever it is,
let it go
let it go
let it go

on a lighter note,
i've realized something!
i think.
can't be sure though.
BUT there was realization.
BUT it's kinda scary if you think about it!
What if..
What if..
What if..

=)

you will never know.


No one told me it'll be this tough to separate the fake from genuine feelings.
The fact that everything seems right even though its fake.
Or that it has this whole fake outlook when its genuine.

What am i blabbering exactly?

to tell you the truth,
its all a blur.
to say that i did make a right turn would be an understatement
cause you're suppose to know what you're doing in order to call it right.

True?

but there's this beacon of hope that keeps telling me to pursue forward.
that i should let the road unwind itself.
even if the destination is somewhere i just don't wanna be.

again, what am i blabbering about?

to say that someone does understand me is an understatement.
cause after the layers of deception i've covered myself with, i think its rather impossible.
maybe one person does.
maybe she doesn't.
or maybe its just too much of a thing to think about that its better she avoids from getting her hands dirty?

maybe?

decisions have been made.
resolutions recited almost everyday.
but the effect isn't taking place.
it's like the essence to change isn't there.
there's no... soul?
or maybe no... commitment?

but what i'm sure of is.. i need a stronger backbone than what i have now.
this one is getting much too comfortable with the slow pace life.
maybe one day i'll live it on the fast lane and see how long i can last.

please don't try to understand all of this.
this are just impulsive words the brain chooses to release tension.
there is no link to anyone's life.

This is mine & MINE alone.

to tell you the truth,
i'm scared.
terrified.
petrified.

break this four walls and set me free.
or lock me up forever, go swallow that damn key.

all it took was one dream, one event and one conversation.
see how pathetic life can be.


Today is a well spent sunday i must say.
Ok!
Maybe the starting was abit shaky but it all ended good.

Lets start with the soul cleansing session shall we?

I apologise for being an ass and not telling you.
I apologise even more that you got to find it out in a very harsh way.
I apologise that you had to go through a sleepless night.
I apologise for you-know-what. =*(

But mostly,

I apologise for betraying the trust
Knowing that thats the kryptonite in this relationship.

Whatever promises made today will be kept.
Both of it. =)

Well.. at least i know you'll shed tears for me?
AND i mean that in a sweet way dumbass!
oh i am so pushing it. nyahaha.

OK! not onto the day!

met the tongue catcher at the movie area with a MOODY expression on her face. -_-
but it all turned out well cause i was hiding my face behind her shoulder during the movie.
not cause i'm scared laaaa! Alot of heart thumping scenes la. Bitchy movie.
Penny dreadful or what migga! =)

THEN!

it was the first car park session where..............
i finally knew the real meaning of 'Cat got your tongue' expression.
pfft. -_-

THEN!

it was on to a chicken rice dinner!
where we stood like models while waiting for empty seats!

and supposedly,
the plan was to go to VIVO.
but while going down to the entrance, we found out that many people PAITAO.
and again, being the impulse people that we are......
we watched a second movie.

-_-

TOLD YOU THE MOVIE WAS HILARIOUS AND AWESOME.
taknak percaya kan. nyahaha.

and the movie session was fun!
both trying hard to keep each other warm.
and we had to result to yawning at each others hands.
works wonders laa but irritates the hell out of you while you're trying to watch and the eyes go all teary.

then we had smoking session at carpark.
talk talk talk talk talk.
the never ending make-ejat-feel-guilty-as-if-he-wasn't-guilty-enough conversation.
smoke smoke smoke!
and we were off!

so yaa.. productive day i must say.

movies and cappucino on me this friday yenyen.
ERGH.
tak rasa guilty ke aku tak belanja duit sekolah just to treat kau? =(

nyahahha.

I'm done. oh!
here's a few pictures.



The damn cat that got my tongue. =(


'Ejat! taknak amik! ADA FLASH! ARGH!*tries to cover face*'
You just can't resist pictures can you. =)


Yeap. That my bestfriend.
Yeap. That my bestfriend.


Had one of those days when you just became restless cause of nothing?
Or when your fingers tremble when you're typing a simple post?

i'd rather drop dead and hope that the world forgets me.
Cause the problems following it will disappear too.

So i might not be a meistro at handling predicaments.
I might not be able to flow with the current life's throwing.

who am i kidding sia?
"Takde pape."
you know i'm fucking lying.

lets bury everything deeeeeep inside.
cause maybe i'm just burying the closest ones around me now.
lets start digging my own grave shall we?

byebye.



Nyahahaha! =)



Another one of her Infamous torn sessions. =)



What lack of sleep can do to you on new years.



The day when i got really really restless!
*cough*ADORABLESLUT*cough*



And this is suppose to be our proper picture. -_-

Now where can you get a grandpa that plays GameBoy Advance?

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