*Confessions*
{Thursday, May 01, 2008 @ 1:01 AM}
So days passed by..
And the first week of school is done!
To find out that i'm left with only 6 weeks of studying then Attachment then major project is a downfall.
Cause i finally figure out something...
I don't wanna stop studying.
It keeps the mind going.
It keeps the time occupied.
And it keeps giving me a constant sense of purpose in life...
And i find that reason cheap and pathetic....
But heck.. its the truth.
Nonetheless,
school is a blast so far.
smoking sessions keeps us alive.
Mat food.
Mensa food.
Movies.
Badmintons.
Loga.
Desmond.
Kumar.
Ngohhh.
hahaha.
Its all good.
:)
The thing about life is.. you make decisions and you never look back.
Making wrong decisions is way better than staying stagnant at one point.
and if you wanna look back, look back to learn from it, not to re-live it.
Took me a while to grasp the whole essence of these words.
But its kinda making sense now.
To say that i didn't make decisions that i regret is an understatement.
To say that i've learnt from there sounds much better.
Yes, i might be waking up everyday with something etching at the back of my mind.
Like a parasite.
A shadow that haunts and taunts me relentlessly.
Time will be my saviour, my shield and and my salvation.
lets just hope time itself doesn't turn its back on me.
Oh, did i mention that i have my very own nuraliza osman?
:)
done.
