*Confessions*
{Sunday, January 04, 2009 @ 3:07 PM}
Venting my anger in an entry and hoping that it'll help soothe the pain.
My god.
I tried to fall but i just won't move.
I tried to convince myself that there was clouds and netting beneath me.
but i am lying to myself.
I'll burn, scar, pierce, tear myself apart.
But none can comprehend to the feelings raging inside.
I can scream all i want.
But it falls on deaf ears.
And will never escape this tormented walls.
I can do all that is right in this world.
Only to get more and more distortion in my wave of life.
I distort my life.
I am dependent.
I am weak.
I am the man who can be move with just a blink.
and i am sick of that.
Why do i put my head low?
Why do i even bother to try?
I thought i had limits.
But i prolong the pain.
I thought i could endure.
But all i do is just let it all fade away.
I'm letting myself fade away.
I'm letting life take life from me.
questions will be ignored.
It is a thin line between and emo post and a sentimental one for you dumbfucks right?
