*Confessions*
{Thursday, January 29, 2009 @ 12:25 AM}
You tend to draw an imaginary line.
You know.. the in-crowd on one side, the rest on the other.
Then, you'll get comfortable in your own shoes.
Forgetting that feets do grow over time.
That all good things might just end over time.
That one day, you'll realize that you're on the other side of it all without even detecting the shift.
Principles, beliefs, words, promises.. some things that you held on to to confirm that the your position is in place.
that it can't be traded, sold.. replaced.
like a hierarchy system in a company's management organizational chart.
lose your momentum and there you go plunging from board of directors to a simple guy/girl who works in a cubicle, surviving the savaging world of business.
i'm getting off-track. -_-
So for my future self when i actually go through my archives, i shall release the confessions withing thee body:
i made myself this way.
consequences roll with bliss.
parts and parcel of a normal human's life-cycle.
i admit, i haven't been the best of everything.
not to say that i didn't try.
but drifting is life.
things corrode and break.
loosen and decompose.
hanging on will only bring calamity in smallest ways.
so we'll see where the river drifts.
cause for what i can see, i've passed the waterfall.
and i'm just waiting for the next big one. :)
A prosperous happy new year to the chinonets.
cheers. :)
